Rant

for someone who wouldnt be reading this, from the bottom of my heart

thank you so much for helping us previously
but i really hate the way things are now
and i dont think others besides us should meddle in our affairs
and i feel like shit about it right now because there is no need for this
we dont need and want any help from you anymore not because you suck
just because we dont need you and i feel like everything's in a mess
so god please just let everything end
and may those ... ... fuck off from our lives
back to normal, like how we used to live

-despaired writing to god-