WED (30Jul)

小`bee here.. today 10 to 2pm got sandra lesson.. argh.. SIAN!!! stay in school wif sansan at library till 4pm den go home bath, put books and stuffs. =) meeting KelvinYeo for dinner at bugis.. Eat yoshinoya again.. today total eat 3 chawanmushii liao.. haha! on diet. NO CHOICE! hmmm.. after eating dinner we went to play arcade, play like SIAO.. Lol..

- Some pictures i took in the arcade -

THIS IS DAMN FUN!

Kel playing DrumManiaV.

Time Crisis 4, i suck at this. T.T

i LOVE THIS!!!

Some aeroplane Game. HAHAHA! i never play this one. Kel play..

After playing. i rush home to watch channel 8, 9 0`clock show (Beach Ball Babes). I missed the 1st 30mins T.T but nvm =) haha. okie i went to scratch my leg den BLEED cuz theres a scar there liao..den i itchy hands lor.. see below =( *sayang myself*

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Update updates!

After experiencing two weeks or so of bittersweet life, without any hangouts with my girlfriends and hours and hours of drawing.. finally, the day i submitted my portfolio in! I can have my life back! How long have i waited for that, i wonder..

After slogging my guts out at home for so many weeks, I have a schedule packed with activities everyday from this week to next week, not a single day to rest BUT so looking forward to it! Meeting my girlies and clare before she starts school, meeting my baby boy for movies, and of course TANNING sessions hahaxs! Anyway lots to blog for the next few days, so tune in peeps, ill be writing almost everyday and i promise you the photos are awesome as hell.

For today, i shall let you guys into a sneak peak to my portfolio, i havent been drawing for 2 years so comments pls and dun blame me for my bad observation or styllization. Feel free to tag my dears, even if you don't know me HAHA random =\

You would not want to miss out the updates and surprises that are coming soon! So keep reading peeps.. i guarantee you the satisfaction hehexs.. and here are a few drawings i did for the past 2 weeks or so. I haven't slept for a day so panda amanda (somehow it rhymes) is off to bed~ more updates tomorrow :)

A still-life drawing of a basket of eggs :)

A still-life drawing of fruits :)

Figure drawing of my sis but it turned out to be comic style so i ended up not submitting this :\

I think i prefer still-life drawing more than gesture or figure drawing, i cant seem to grasp the technique of a human's body structure ughh! Anyway I did a few portrait drawings too but too shy to show hahasx.. oh well, my animation stuff are too big to upload sorry for the disappointment taa~ niwaes just if you're curious, the uni will let me know if i am accepted by next week, so i shall let the news spread when i receive word hurr..

-awake for 28hrs-

♥ amanda.

Home Alone =(

小`bee here.... VERY BORED! Home alone... jiejie went out wif fren, wantii went to KK hospital see doctor, bro dono where (mayb wif gf) , mama dono wad she doing, papa working, ahma at auntie house, biscuit xlping! me? i on 98.7 , on tv and finding somthing to do... dying liao ler... haiz... i wish my phone will RING and den som1 will ask me out to play, cuz im DYING at home... T.T sniffs.. bahh!!! 14 Aug got 12 Lotus. i want to watch lurh! 12 is my FAVOURITE NUMBER. i want to watch Batman oso and Mummy. BATMAN is my FAV SUPER HERO!!! He so COOL and HANDSOME... Bahahahaaa... >.<

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Better In Time

DJ 小`bee here =) hmmm i wana dedicate this song to Myself... haha >.< Better In Time sang by Leona Lewis. i love this song VeryVeryVery MUCH!

Here is the Lyrics of the song, got meaning one worrhh..

"Better In Time"

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to

See somehow I can't forget you

After all that we've been through

.

Going coming thought I heard a knock

Who's there no one

Thinking that I deserve it

Now I realise that I really didn't know

If you didn't notice you mean everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gon' be ok

.
[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

.

I couldn't turn on the TV

Without something there to remaind me

Was it all that easy

To just put aside your feelings

.

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh

Hurt my feelings but that's the path

I believe in

And I know that time will heal it

If you didn't notice boy you meant everything

Quickly I'm learning to love again

All I know is I'm gon' be ok

.

[Chorus:]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

.
Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go

So I can be free

And live my life how it should be

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will

.

[Chorus: X2]

Thought I couldn't live without you

It's gonna hurt when it heals too

It'll all get better in time

And even though I really love you

I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to

It'll all get better in time

.

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Shugo Chara!

Shugo Chara is one of the BEST ANIME. SO CUTE.. Me and Ama-Chan's favourite!!! Kawaii >.< MUST watch! =D

HAHA! this is YAYA and RIMA... BALANCE BALANCING!!!

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Week4 in SolidWorks class.

AHH!!! i hate lessons that needs to use the computer bcuz im lousy at it! sighh.. today lesson is about using solidWorks to render your objects. Week 1,2,3 is so BORING. lucky this week not that bad. i can play wif colors and diff materials. hehe. i enjoy todays lesson.

Here are some pictures of my work. Playing and testing wif colors, materials and backgrouds. teeheee.

Wood.

Sweets..

Green.

WaterMelon candies =)

Pink!!!

Purpurrr...

StrawBerry Piink! ^^

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Sunday (27Jul)

小`bee here.. yesterday i went out wif Gwen darling. rotting at home from morning till 4pm den finally gwen ask me out to play.. hehe. walkwalkwalkwalkwalk around bugis dono wad to do AGAIN! finally decided to eat ICE MONSTER!!! den Sotong Gwen forget to take her LAPTOP! lucky the waitress saw and kep for her. HENG ar... we run like MAD lurh.. haha.. ...

Regular size Super Fresh Mango, Sherbet with Milk Shave ice.

Gwen darling =D

The one we ordered! Yumyumm..

J.Co =)

SIAO ZHA BO..iloveher. >.<

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FRI (25Jul)

小`bee here. Friday skip school den night time i went out to play. Zhu accompany me cuz he noes im not happy. we ate our dinner at yoshinoya, zhu ordered beef and rice and i ordered only chawanmushi cuz i have no appetite. after eating dinner. we bump onto gwen and andrew! so we decided to go arcade together and have some FUN! saw jinfong AGAIN and bentan.tried new games. BUT I STIL LOVE STAR BALL! i saw people playing the hammer thing. the one that TEST ur strength.dono wad u call lar. SOFUN!and i oso tried 2 times.

817 is my Score worhh! not bad right?

After arcade we walk around. walkwalkwalkwalkwalk dono wad to do.. from Bugis walk to suntec den to Shaw Tower. den we eat ICE CREAM AGAIN! this time is from Tom's Palette. hehee.

Gwen darling wif ICE CREAM!!! Greedy Pig order LARGE, and she canot finish.HAHAHAHA!!!

Mine (Granny's favourite & Choco Stout), Gwen's (Chocolate & Cookies'N'Cream? forget =P )

After ice cream, we decided to play POOL! they all pro lurh... i beginner T.T All my Shifu. i enjoy ALOT!!!

*i wana THANK Gwen, Zhu & Andrew for accompanying me and i really enjoy alot! LOVE u guys! Mwahx.

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Something cute :)

2 more days to my paradise, to my slacking days, to my dota nights, hanging out with my girlies, to the life i used to live except that I'm a little broke compared to the past ugh.. anyways still busy preping my portfolio and as usual, online shopping and i bought 4 apparels shit!? Bahhh.. really busy to be updating my stuffs but i promise lots to come soon. 5 surprises with lotsa photos coming up and as promised, a sneak peak at my portfolio works, just keep reading hehex.. coming soon! ;p

This is a little something my zApple did:
*aww so cute of her*
and to all, but not just one, live well don't regret and .. believe in urself :)
rant: when is my baby bro gonna bring a girlfwen home!!!?!?
xoxo, amanda ♥

Loving you..

小`bee here. skip sch today cuz im not in a good mood. sigh..tian's fren is scolding gwen and tian also scold her. i don want this to happen. y quarel and scold each other... i dono wad to do now... past 2 weeks i tot he will come back to me but now... i guess no... his fren psycho him to leave me and he tell every1 i don treasure him and stuffs..aiiya... i dono wad tiantian is doing and i dono wad he is thinking lar.. hope everything will go back to normal and hopefully i can get over him.

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Heart Broken

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Thurs (24Jul)

HELLO.. 小`bee here..another day in workshop. today no lesson... i went down my own to complete my assignment. i did the dome, tube, oxidize, texture and of cuz.. MY RING! =) still not done but... FINISHING soon!!! i lef the sanding part.

Here are some pictures of the ring. ^^ Give me some suggestion on how to improve or comment about my work okie?

After workshop, i went to meet up wif Gwen darling and we ate dessert for dinner! haha!!! HONEYDEW SAGO. MY FAVOURITE ^^ den we go arcade play.. WAH so tired!!! BUT SO FUN! and guess wad.. we saw jinfong.. haha. long time no see. After arcade, we walk around bugis den i told gwen Haji Lane got ICE CREAM! so i bring her down and i ate 3 scoops, gwen 2 scoops. Me (lychee martini, strawberry cheesecake and cookies & cream), Gwen ( Choco marshmellow and cookies & cream) teehee! so YUMMY... after that went down to bugis street walkwalk awhile den we go home le..

We play some games but these 2 are my favourite!

Manic Panic Ghost

Star Ball

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WED (23July)

小`bee here to share wif u her day =) today i have workshop in sch from 10 to 2pm.. very tired cuz i only xlp 4 to 5 hours! T.T today sandra(lecturer) teach us how to make a piece of metal into a tube, make texture on metals by using diff tools, dome (how to make a piece of metal round) , how to oxidize metal, change the shape of wire and how to color wood.... learn alot today in workshop!
Sandra said that we have to practice on what we have learn and do a test piece out. so i decided to make a ring for myself! hehe. this is the 1st time i am using wood to make ring... i tried silver, copper and acrylic before and this term is metalwork and Wood. sandra wants a combination of wood and metal in my ring. but i only manage to finish the wood part cuz i have not enuff time.. mayb tml or friday ill go down to workshop and complete my assignment!
Working wif wood is very dusty! and if u want to dome a piece of metal or bend a wire its even worst. cuz we nid to hammer hammer!!! VERY NOISY!!! best is to listen to ur iPod or mp3 player if not u will go deaf. HAHA.
I enjoy having workshops when theres new techniques and new things to learn. but when it comes to project.. i don like it at all cuz i nid to do a nice one for my lecturer and director.. i don want to fail and i cannot afford to fail..my school fees very expensive and if i fail, i have to pay another 1k++ to retake the module! JIAYOU meihui =)

Below are some pictures on the ring that i made from wood. Not good enuff but this is my 1st time. >.<

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God Bless..

It's been a rough day for some of us in the family ughhs. Anyway, i suck as much as drawing figure and gesture drawings, but not as bad as animal i guess? Prolly I lost my skills T.T sobs. Time to post some of the pictures i took when i went Far East with zApple recently uhh.. but I can't rem when hehexs and thanks to my stupid fucking unkickable shopping habit, i bought something again. This time, from Funcdeko and.. i cant really rem what i did.. so lets go on to the pictures blablabla..


And as promised, more pictures of our adorable yet stubborn and greedy baby Biscuit! She's so cute i bet u'll L.O.V.E her once you catch her SUPEREFFINCUTE face ;p --click on the pic to enlargeee!

-she's a love isn't she aww--i was actually trying to catch her face so that i can draw AN ANIMAL at least--and despite the amt. of effort i put in pacifying her, she turns away the moment i decided to draw that view (DO NOT GET CHEATED BY THIS PHOTOS I TOOK THEM QUICK ENOUGH)-

-and i was getting bored so i started camwhoring for her and a picture of her NOSE HAHAHAHA--finally, a proper pose from her but i didnt manage to draw it properly so i threw the piece away-

and its 4AM now but i'm still awake, brother just went to Thomson Hospital bcuz he vomited :( lots of love hope he recovers soon. could be food poisoning, but we ate the same stuff for dinner and i was the one who bought it thanks man, totally -.- shall update his status tml hahasx and a sneak peak on my works after im done with my portfolio ughh!~

and and.. thank you baby love for helping me with you-know-what for the past few days and all the support after i feel like shit with my works hehe lots of loveeee and thank you so much for talking to me on the phone for 1hr++ last night when i couldn't fall asleep, you had to turn in at 5pm hehe BUT LOVE MUCH MUCH hee ;)

-to someone who might be reading this,u might not know ive always think that you were such a well-mannered polite and caring person but borrowing money from A just to pacify B is just so wrong and i totally hate it but of course i still believe in you as a friend. so if you ever happen to read this no offense but keep moving on, life itself is a learning journey, just don't regret what you did or chosen. all the best to you-
♥, ada.