Merry Christmas!

Christmas gift from Honey.. He bought from Finland. Lol.. Everything is candies inside lar.. The only thing that is not edible is the leather wallet. LOL! Its the biggest gift i get this year. Honey always don let me eat sweet den this time so crazy.. give me inside everything sweet. LOL!

Heres the Big Box wif the card. =D

The milk-Bottle Hand-made choco! MY FAV!!! And guess wad? my brother came and press den the whole milk bottle break. =.= so ediot.

The rock chocolate. Also hand-made.. taste so sweet and so thick.

OMGOMGOMG! This one here so yummy!!! its Jellies! :P

Look at this beautiful thing here... Its from Piggy! =) Nice mar? pretty right? Haha..

Top 15, 3km less den 15mins den will get.

Thanks Thanks Thanks.. I ❤ my Christmas.

小`ⓑⓔⓔ ❤

Christmas Eve Noon

Christmas gift from Mama... =) She bought me CK Eternity Perfume. One for me and one Men for Didi. Last month mama jus bought me Ralph Lauren Cool perfume, i haven even start using here comes another one. Heehee, i love PERFUMES!!!
Okiee, Mama oso buy me another handphone accesories. So pretty leh.. Crystal all over. Heheee.. Ma oso bought Jie a BIG BIG Crystal bracelet, but i don have the picture.. mayb my Jie will post it. =)

Heres the CK Eternity.. Very Xiang worhh...

The HP accessories Mama buy for me. Its a SeaHorse lerh. Hehee.. Beautiful?

*Thanks Mummy. ILOVEYOU. Mwacks.*

小`ⓑⓔⓔ

im Sorry.

Sorry that i disappoint almost every1 around me.
I don mean to do that.
The girl i used to be is gone. Im lost.
Ive changed so much. Too much.
i cant recognize myself.
Who i am?
Why am i doing this to myself?
Wad is wrong with me?
Im mentally tired, burned out, confused.
I dono who to turn to.
All i can do now is hide, run away act and pretend.
I dono wad i am doing to myself.
I hope all the pain and worries that i have will jus VANISH and leave me alone.
I feel guilty to hurt people around me especially those who care bout me.
I don mean to hurt them and disappoint them but i jus cant help it.
Im so lost and confuse that i don even noe wad i am doing and who i am.
I dono who to turn to.
I wish to talk to some1 but i dono where to start and theres too many to say.
I jus don want any1 to be worry about me.
I really nid some rest. Stop bothering me and haunting me.
LEAVE ME ALONE!
Im sorry to those who i hurt and disappoint esp. Kongs, Gwen and San.
IM SORRY. sighh.


小`ⓑⓔⓔ

I HATE YOU!

i guess u dono who u are, or mayb u do.
I seriously hate u to the MAX, to the CORE.
I HATE YOU BCUZ U RUIN MY LIFE! And u make me change to the extend that i don even noe who i am, i cant even recognize myself.
i am no longer who i am bcuz of U!
All thanks to YOU!
FUCK YOU BASTARD!
MOTHERFUCKIN ASSHOLE!
CURSE U! _\_

小`ⓑⓔⓔ

Bye SanSan.

='( sniffs. SanSan left SG back to Indo and not coming back anymore. T.T i cant bear to see her go.. very sad. SIGH.. Why do u have to leave so early? Will be dam bored wifout u.. and she is oways here to help me wif my work. I made her a photo album so when she miss us, she can take out the album and see. Hehh.. Spend the whole night doing and its hard to find pictures of San and the other frens cuz i only noe them for 1year or i should say less den that.
Okie, below got some picture taken wif my seniors. =D Aikk, many of my close frens in sch are seniors. Haha. Hols for 2weeks, many of them went back to their country and pangseh me alone in Singapore. Sian man! Be singaporean = SIAN.

Top: Me and SanSan

Bottom: Some of my Seniors (Jewelry Design).

Seniors and me =)

*Take Care San and pls protect urself and be strong.. Don let the others bully u. Don GongGong and let people take advantage of u. Don be so nice to every1 okie? i will miss u like crazy. LOVE U SAN! Mwacks.*

小`ⓑⓔⓔ

BOC

clubbing @ phuture with otrylove and clarelove :)
im super lazy to type so the peektures shall talk. ihavesomanythingstodobutijustfeelsolazythesedaysiwanaslackandrotwithbaby.
















xoxo, lazy amanda.

post-emo

still thinking.
back then, why did i even say that.
amanda you worthless piece of shit.

dinner with hweeling.marian.sherona today our early christmas celebration @ rafflescity :) and i am so not gonna mention the presents because marian gave me something perverted. but aniways manage to catcha picture with them *like finally -.-*


despite the manytimes you ruined our pictures and had to make us take like 10287377128 times until we get a proper one, i still loveyou ohl. my lingling dear :)
clubbing with claresweets and otryBFF tml, cant wait! haven seen them for so long i miss you guys *love*
xoxo, amanda.